Thursday, April 15, 2010

untitled thirteen

it's never that good at first, it always has to fake it.

manifesto of the sadsappysucker

the art of the moment is a performance piece

untitled eleven

no one ever scored a goal because
there was nowhere to put the ball at rest

untitled ten

to decay is to replenish

untitled nine

guarding my few moments of bliss in life
some the keeper never lets out

untitled eight

any where but up
all the dreamers continue believing in the steps
that will lead you there
frantic is an understatement
sedated is a state of mind
I want the frames to align
finally revealing the picture of a woman
the arches in the thought process get me low
when you figure it out is when you'll loose it
all

untitled seven

self destruction is something I know how to achieve, everyone's an illusion of solidity, yet we are all particles clustering and leeching, seeding and moving on

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

untitled four

where I live is lonely
where I walk is empty
where I eat is famished
where I love is buried
where I stand is crumbling
where I breathe is closing in
where I sleep is insomnia
where I learn is lying

and with the world constantly falling
i'm not sure how to keep my balance
the noise from my head stereo echoes
so loud I have trouble staying present
in the moment
you are only one second
and two miles
away from what you've lost


the arrival of tragedy marks
the end of the darkest period

untitled three

between sleeping and awaking, i run into walls
showing my reflection to paint
satisfied with the non-responsive glare
I can't stop believing in dying dreams
my head is the sky
my brain the dreamer

my mind is sore, my love is numb, god isn't real, all my idols are dead.


untitled one

i want to be a part of the sky he said, this life has been awfully cruel and unfair, the clouds are only connected to one thing, the blue,

you don't have to worry when you're floating free, gravity always judged me, for I am not what the world wants me to be, I am only connected to you and the things you carried and the stories you told